I have tried for a few days to write this post, but I can’t seem to make anything sit quite right. I figured I would write a bit of an update post of what has been going on generally here.
Mum has finally had her knee replaced! Hurrah! She is doing really well on it too. Better than me in fact (I had a woozy spell when I watched the nurse take the staples out of Mum’s leg). I am currently living back in my childhood home, looking after her during the week. I am not really sure how much looking after I am actually doing, aside from washing hair and carrying things, but it is nice to keep an eye on her anyway. In exchange, Mum has repotted my cactus (“Juan”) and sewn up the hem on my work trousers. I have also had free use of the tumble drier (whoop! This is definitely something I miss not having at home). At the weekend, my sister takes over, and will be here for most of next week as it is half term.
The timing has been pretty good for living with Mum. In my Settling in to 2018 post, I mentioned that work was an area of my life destined for change this year. At the time of writing that post, I had decided that I would take redundancy from my role in light of a structure change. In some respects it was a hard decision to make – it pays well, I have been there for a long time and have many friends. The flip side was that my mental health was suffering. I couldn’t strike a good balance and I knew I needed a change. I am now fortunate enough to be on garden leave, where I can take my time to look for something that is more right for me, spend time with Mum while she gets back up on her feet, and tend to my own home which has been largely neglected.
It’s funny. I am usually a pretty change adverse person. I don’t like change for the sake of it, and with a change this big, I would normally be running in full blown panic mode. I don’t feel like that at the moment. I am sure I will do at some point, but right now, I feel okay with the decision. I have a few things I want to achieve during my garden leave and really want to make the most of this opportunity to get my life more together before embarking on my next career related adventure.
So we are definitely in the winds of change, but do you know what? Right now, that’s okay.
Tub on the Run 
February 12, 2018 at 10:29
Glad to hear your Mum is doing well, sounds like a positive time for you both 🙂 I tend to shy away from change too, but sometimes it is a good thing!
February 14, 2018 at 18:34
Thanks Toria! Yes, it’s a very big change but one I hope is going to be largely positive 🙂
February 12, 2018 at 13:55
Hope your mum is doing OK.
Sounds like you made the right decision with you job x
February 14, 2018 at 18:34
Thanks Anna! She is doing well 🙂 x
February 13, 2018 at 16:39
The best way to know you’ve made the right decision is being at peace with it. Soubds like you are so all good! Praying the right job will just pop up for you xx
February 14, 2018 at 18:35
Thanks Julia! I think feeling generally/mostly at peace with it means it was the right decision for me x